I am not good at studies in the earlier age, went poly late and quite playful. Never mature, even now, I was wondering if I am suffering from some disorder.
I worked for 12 years already. I don fill like I achieve anything at all but achieving all the bad side and got myself in trouble instead. Debts and smoking are the killing point for me, really need my God’s help to solve, seriously.
When I see my mum being happy with her grand children from my sis, I was happy too and at the same time , disappointed with myself that I could not provide her 1 for her to enjoy her old age. I already disappointed my Dad, yet I do not want to disappoint my Mum and there is absolutely nothing I can fi about it, really what am I living for…
Desperate
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